This sucks. I want him back already :’( I’m not used to him not being around.

Cuddle, cuddle, cuddle, and in a few hours drop David off at his recruiters and say my goodbyes. :( I’m going to a graduation party tonight hoping that will take my mind off things. His stuff is all packed, our bedroom is looking lonely and I wish we didn’t have to put our life on pause, but I guess this is what you do when you love someone. No big deal, 3 months will fly by and I’ll be back in his arms.